Saturday, January 10, 2009

Beautiful


This has been one of the saddest days I've had in a really long time. My dear friend and neighbor, Pam, passed away this morning after a long and difficult battle with cancer. I've been so grateful to be a part of her life. It's amazing how much love you develop for those you serve. Going through chemo with Patrick gave me a much deeper understanding of her challenges, and seeing her strength and positive attitude as a mother has taught me to parent with purpose.

I love her children. It brings me so much joy to see them outside building sledding ramps, snow forts, bike jumps, and playing with the dogs. They have all been such wondeful neighbors to our family.

So with puffy eyes and a heavy heart, I'll call it a night. I don't know how it must be for those who believe that this life is it. My testimony that life does go on after this is by far one of my most precious blessings, and a reason that there will again be smiles and joy beyond these earthly challenges.

7 comments:

The Queen said...

So sorry, Chels. ((Hugs))

Kelley said...

Yipes. So sad. When a mom is taken early...the worst.

Maren said...

I'm so sorry...I love you Chels. I hope today was better.

Emily said...

You are so strong. I am sorry that you are having to have those experiences. Love you,
Em

benandtheshannon said...

I still can't believe it... she really is so beautiful. you are such a great friend and are always thinking of others, I am glad that always there for me.

the murdocks said...

Wow, she looks so young. That breaks my heart. It has probably helped you to appreciate the smaller things and love every moment. It makes me want to

marianne said...

wow, she really is beautiful. it's rare for a person to be so beautiful both inside and out. i'm glad you had the chance to know her.